Why didn't I jump too?

The other night I had dreamed a rather scary dream, for me at least.

Me and Trevor Porter were hanging out before he left on his mission.

I asked if he wanted to go for a drive and he said yes,

so we got in my truck and started driving.

We went to this lake that had big rocks in it(like Sandhollow Res.)

We parked the truck and walked out onto one of the rocks/ cliff things.

We were enjoying the view.

 - Know how in dreams the scene can suddenly turn different and you don't realize it? Well that happened. -

 Somehow it ended up that we were now surrounded by water,

stranded out on this rock in the middle of the lake.

So, naturally, we had to swim back to the other side to get back to my truck.

 I scanned the water to find a good place to jump in,

when I realized there was a gator in the lake!

In a hurry I yelled at Trevor not to jump and showed him what I had spotted.

We had some food with us,

it was a burger and a napkin.

 So Trev got the idea to throw the burger in to distract the gator and then we could jump in and swim back.

 He threw the burger then jumped in afterwards,

 but instead of jumping away from the food he jumped towards it.

I was frantic.

I could see the gator coming for him and had to think of something quick to save my friend.

He yelled at me and told me to do something.

But I couldn't,

 there was nothing that I could do.

 I had the napkin and threw it,

 in hopes that in some way the gator would go for that small napkin instead of my friend.

I knew it wouldn't work.

 I watched as Trevor slowly sinked down into the water.

It was horrifying,

 however the gator wasn't to him yet.

He was drowning.

 I watched as his head went under and the bubbles came up.
I had lost him. I lost one of my best friends. Someone who I truly loved and cared for.

I woke up in a sweat,

 breathing heavily.

 I couldn't believe what I had just dreamed.

Why didn't I go after him?

Feb 8th - 3 Dreams

So last night I woke up a few times, there's three dreams that I can remember.

               Dream 1 - Skyscrapers

There's a very handsome guy maybe in his thirties that i'm watching, he's standing on the highest ledge atop the Empire State Building, however the building isn't in the middle of the city, it's next to the ocean. There's panic and frenzy all around me. I keep watching. Everyone's watching. We're all waiting for his next move. Is he going to jump or will someone save him? There are people scrambling about trying to figure out a way to catch him if he does jump. Suddenly he's gone, he's jumped off the ledge. He's now falling to his death. The building is so tall that it takes quite a while for him to get to the bottom. People are scrambling as he's falling. A boat pulls up, it hits the throttle making the nose of the boat go up the building a bit. So now there's a boat slightly tilted so that when he hits he'll just hit and slide. The man hits the boat and slides down to the bottom. I watch as they pull him out of the boat. His face is bloody, his body is bruised and weakend, but somehow he's still breathing. He's alive.

              

 Dream 2 - Breakin In

This one I'm dreaming I'm sleeping again. I'm asleep in Liz(my roomate)'s room. I wake up to her rushing in through the bathroom door. She wispers to me in a shakey voice, "Hannah, someone just broke in to our house. Be as quiet as possible, I already called the police." I'm very up tight about keeping all the doors shut at night, It's a fear I have to sleep with doors open. So I immedietly notice that the door going out the kitchen is cracked open. He knows we're here. We both lay in her bed as still as can be hoping he won't come in. We keep lying there in suspense. Then I wake up.

I can't stand dreams like this, that leave you not knowing the outcome, yet I'm thankful at the same time that I wake up before the really scary parts ever happen.

               Dream 3 - Hong Kong and Air Conditioning

I dream I'm at my house in Utah. I'm out in the room that was built in our garage however it's not only a garage but it's also the basement. So imagine an underground garage with a room in it. haha wierd, I know. Anyways I'm in the room and it's night time. Me and my friend Kiri are having a sleep over. In the morning she is going to Hong Kong to teach kids english. I wake up and see the big bus that's here to pick her up. I wake her up and she leaves. Now It's daytime and I'm upstairs. I can hear someone downstairs in the garage room so I go down there to discover Garrett and Jordan Weaver(twins I went to school with). I guess my house was the hang out spot or somethin cause it seamed perfectly normal that people were just walking in and out all the time. Anyways, we had some small talk and then we went up stairs and sat at the kitchen table. They got very serious. Jordan said " Hannah, I'm starting an airconditioning company and I want you to manage it. " This was wierd to me but I felt honered that he'd ask me. Although I felt that I was very ill equipped for the job since I know nothing about air conditioning, or being a manager of a company for that matter, I said yes. Because I've always liked and trusted these boys. So then our journey began owning and managing and airconditioning company.

This dream made me laugh cause it was totally random.

And that's it, those were my wierd dreams from last night. :)

Feb 3rd - Rude Awakenings

I can't remember much from last night but let me give ya a little background on the past few months just so you can understand it better; Liz, my roomate, has been taking some new pills for some medical problems she's been having and they made her have a couple hallucinations. We live in a small two bedroom apartment together and she would always tell me about them. Once she even brought me in her room to see if I could see it. So here's what I remember from my dream:

I dreamt that we were both asleep in our rooms. Liz woke up and walked out of her room, I heard her get up so I got up to check on her. We both walked out of our rooms at the same time. She looked at me and said "I dreamt your dad was dead". She said it really funny and then laughed after wards. I could tell that she was either sleep walking or hallucinating. But it was freaky. I started yelling at her and crying telling her that he really was and that it's not funny. And then she woke up while she was standing there. She was all confused and disoriented. She felt bad for making me upset and started apologizing.

It was strange.

Feb 2cnd - Take Care

I'm swimming in a lake surrounded by green trees

with spanish moss hanging off of them.

 There is a huge two story log home next to the lake.

 It looks like Florida, but then my cousins are there, the Yates.

 We all finish swimming and then go into their house.

 There's a little boy, maybe two, who falls and scrapes his knee.

 No one goes to help him so I pick him up and set him on a stool,

 I wipe the blood of his knee and put a band aid over it.

 I hold him for a second then put him down so he can play again.

There's people talking.

 Laughter and happiness is in the air.

 The mood is light.